there's no need to hate - Jun. 28th, 2007 - 7:04 pm - Cylia:

"It's all fake, if you call anyone fake, then we are all fake ok. nobody can hate if you've never tasted the world, hate is such a weak conclusion and way out. with hate you only persue more hate, which is never fun. everybody deals their problems and confusing emotions/feelings differently so we, in the end, have different opinions on different sides, because we have different amount or a different side of experience. which makes this all so complicated, which it really isn't at all. some are given patient, some are given unpatient. some are given shy and some are given loud. all different, but actually if you look closer, the emotions that are behind these being completey shy or being completely loud in first appeareance is total different, because these emotions are just something that we see in people the most, which is another confusing thing. we see these emotions in some people the most and then we automatically label them as being thé loud one or thé shy one. which is what we call 'stereotyped'. it's the emotions that we see in them the most, but it doesn't mean they're completely like that? no. it isn't how they're like, because you see, as nobody will mostly understand, is that we are all the same. we have the same heart and the same emotions, but some feelings of others are just more 'out there' and some not. if you look closely, and compare these emotions step by step, you'll see that we have the same problems all together, but just in a different way. which is also a thing that is very confusing, we just don't seem to get each other. and this all, put a shame on our foreheads. a big shame.

and makes this all to a point and a conclusion, i'm too lazy to even talk about this any further, because this robe will never end. very sad, i wish i could make an end to the silly minds that are wondering, wondering to make their 'dream come true'. it's blind. everyone is blind, blind to their own life. especially the young people who get drawn into these groups that made them 'save' and rebellish.

and all they ever say is: 'now listen, motha fucka. there's no need to fucking shout at me and say fucking shit, because you don't know who i am. you don't know what i've gone through, so shut the fuck up and watch, you'll see. shut the fuck upp, you don't know shittt.'
oh. well, don't we know shit then? how in the world are we so smart then? how in the world are things being invented then? how in the world are you still alive then? how in the world do you get fancy clothes and smell nice then? how come ha? uh.. maybe because we live in a rich and wealthy side of the world? and don't need to 'fucking' complain about the situation? don't make it worse. because it's already bad. there's absolutely no reason for anybody to act this way. nonsense. i mean, just look at yourself and question yourself what in the world you are really doing? and for who in the world you are really doing it for? to impress? probably."

cylia loves smiles